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[Dec. 19th, 2005|10:02 pm] |
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all i want is for you to show me how it feels to be in love |
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[Oct. 30th, 2005|09:07 pm] |
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friday was fun took pics wish i took my camera on saturday because it was soo much funner then friday...but i forgot it at home *sigh*...
( ...just an other friday night... ) |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|06:28 pm] |
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I love you carl...you make me happy |
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[Oct. 10th, 2005|10:56 pm] |
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i feel like writing a long blog so lets see if i can sorry
if it sounds weird and i doubt anyone would read all
of it hahaa well here goes...
lately i feel every emotional been listening to emo music
and a why it helps me deal...been talking to friends...you
know who are your real friends when they are there for
you when you need them the most and are very supportive
and i am soo thankful for them...in a whay i feel like a fool
for believeing in something for soo long that wasnt even
worth it at the end...and i fool myself with my childish
girly dreams about this one guy who lives in an other country but
they up side is that i get to see him over the summer soo there
is a plus side of my life...i have really hit rock bottom and only
thing that i can hold on to is my family friends and faith as always...i
dont know where i be with out those things specially faith...i hate
when people make fun of god and chruch and shit...but i love god
and i dont say anything because people have their right to speech but
so do i so why dont i speak up? i guess in a way i am scared...oh
well i dont know why i am talking about faith right now...i didnt realise
how people change over time and hard work relationships are...and
just the little things can set people off...and how hurtful the people's
games are...i wish we didnt play the games we play a person always
ended up hurting...and i give a lot of props for people who can do
long distances relationship...it is just hard work for a relationship period
and for them to be soo far apart must be even harder i dont think i
can be strong enough to handle that but i guess i could deal if i was
in love with the person...i cant wait for wednesday half day and i
dont know what i will be doing but i will hanging out with egan and
so i know that will be killer fun...lol and the weekend we are going
to have a sleep over but i dont know whos house haha...lately i been
finding my self thinking of the past to my first love carl and how much
i miss him...we still keep in touch and deep down i think we are turly
meant to be which freaks me out soo much...you have no idea...i
caught some stupid stombach virus which everytime i eat something
i threw it up you have no idea how much that sucks...and i hope
my parents will let me stay home tomarow i feel soo dizzy as well...
well i think i will end now its almost 11 pm and i need my rest i guess...
so i will talk to you guys later
mahal
ps you freaking suck </3 |
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[Oct. 9th, 2005|01:41 pm] |
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i gave you the all of me but now that its over you wont get the best of me...
even though the sun will never shine again i will always look to a brigther day when you and me were happy together...and if you think this is about you... you are mistaken my friend this is for someone special in california |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|10:07 pm] |
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yo guys check out my photo shop skills before
after 
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|06:18 pm] |
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hey my loves
today is my 17th birtnday
mahal |
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[Sep. 15th, 2005|09:52 pm] |
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hello my loves
been a long ass time since i last wrote in here well to keep u updated..my birthday is coming up..i am sick as a dog..and yeah..i am going to get my hair cut tommarow i cant wait i will post up pics when i get it done anyways...i really have nothing much to say but i am going to bed now cause i am soo freaking tired and must be rested because this weekend will be killer...so talk to you guys later..peace
NIKKI!! |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|06:06 pm] |
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first day of school was awesome..holla if you feel the same!!! |
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[Aug. 14th, 2005|12:11 pm] |
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hey my loves..
back with josh again ima soo happy me means the world to me and its so much better now then it was before!!.. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2005|07:07 pm] |
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sometimes i life is just a big blur..you know..no matter how bad it gets...why do i always smile...it makes me feel kinda fake smiling all the time...cause i mean its not how i really feel...but i just think its a habit...to smile i got sooo use to smiling now i just cant stop...i think i have handle myself pretty well with this josh thing...claudio thinks i have been..he is such a great friend..always there to talk to and listen...i appreciate having him as a friend...well i am so bored right now and i am going to go for now..hahaha talk to you guys later..........
mahal |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|05:41 pm] |
hey my loves...
bad news...well the hales are back and what i thought i was going to be the best night of my life to see josh but well he dumped me...i guess being away from some one and not be able to to talk to them people change i guess i really cant do anything about it...but i feel like a fool you know i know he would change but maybe i did but i guess maybe its for the best..but when i got home i was under soo much stress had to go to the hospital but i wont into detail on it......well my sister and i have a long talk and made me feel better
mahal |
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[Jul. 31st, 2005|10:15 pm] |
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hey been spending time with my sister before she leaves its amazing how much we are getting a long hahaha i guess i am really going to miss her when she was gone
( ...broken wings... ) |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|03:07 pm] |
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stayed home to day from work cus i couldnt open my left eye at all..like it was permently closed and swollon i guess allergies newaise this picture is for nina so check it out..it might bring a smile to your face!!...
( ...fishy fishy... ) |
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|06:04 pm] |
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hey my loves....
so bored...i am at home...argh..went out yesturday...and couldnt find anyone to hang out with about to go home til i ran in to blanch...i was supose to meet jasmine but she was late then leo i waited for an hour so i was walking to go back home ran into blanch and she hang out with me for a lil before she went home..and then i got a fone call from jasmine..and met up and eat subways and play pool...and then went to this fashon...then me and jasmine decide that we are going shopping next weekend hahahaha i cant wait i bet it will be awesome..i want so boho clothes..haha..
xo
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[Jul. 17th, 2005|12:20 pm] |
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bad news..
my dad had a heart attack last night and went to the hosptial...
mahal kita
Nikki |
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